FAT MAN GO BOOM
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ORIGINAL: FAT MAN GO BOOM I was five or six and I heard about how someone saved a bird.... So I thought I could do that... there was a bunch of little birds in the drive way and a few were under the car to get out of the heat... So I tried to catch the health bird with a stick... and it died... I have never forgiven myself for that day... I have no answer for my maker for it.... and is one of the things that will land me in purgatory or hell... You're beating yourself up for something like that, after all those years? Compared to what I've done and seen done to some animals, that's not even particularly bad. I'm really not trying to be insensitive here, but you really need to let it go. After all, you were only six at the time, and you had no cruel intentions. It was an accident, forgive yourself. Thanks mate... my problem is that it is going to be the thing that they ask me before sending me off to where ever... and there is no good answer.... It is like when you have two or three hard problems... and you get the first 2 the hardest ones no problem but can't figure out the easiest one... and when you show it someone they look at you like you are made be cause you can't figure out the problem which equal to 2 +2 and they look at you like you are trying to pull a fast one over one them... The only answer I have is that it has taught me that life in all forums have meaning.... Example the pig.... he is meant to be salted and eaten because he is so yummy.... (j/k .... Slated pork is like an addictive drug to me....)
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